i know most of the t hiddy fans out there agree and are being really cool about it

but

i guess i was dabbling in the fandom (fandoms about real people are a bit eurghy for me as it is) and now i think i’mma step away

because i’m really bad at dealing with people as it is and this really freaked me out

there was just a lot of fun hilarity and silliness and then BAM i remembered that weird stupid bad things happen everywhere and i guess i overreacted and am a Dumb Big Baby Sensitive Flower but it was still shitty and i still feel shitty

so i’m going back to my quiet, vaguely a little bit kind of private internet corner to stare at the wall

and i guess i just hope t hiddy feels okay about all this or at least a bit less shitty than i do and doesn’t follow suit

but i wouldn’t blame him if he did

HOLY FUCK THIS IS ALL SO DUMB WHY CAN’T PEOPLE JUST RESPECT ONE ANOTHER FUCK I’LL SHUT UP NOW