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I like being drunk. I like being high. I like drinking coffee and energy drinks. I like all kinds of mood-altering perception-altering things. I like the rush and the high and the comedown and needing to sleep for days. I like the bitter taste at the back of my throat and the nausea and the hard swallows and the not-being-sure what’ll happen, I like the sights and the sounds and the euphoria, the thoughts and the invincibility. I like the dizziness and the migraines and the sneezing and the wanting to touch just everything and having to get up at six the next morning and the blinking tired misery and tolerance breaks, stopping just so you can start again and feel MORE. I like a natural high but I like a manufactured one more. I like rolling and tripping and tunnel vision and my pulse roaring in my ears and rushing thoughts and emotions tumbling and the fear. I like the confusion and stumbling and dumb music and insane or invisible sex drive. I like forgetting and feeling raw and naked and so safe.

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